Being Ready...

The post below is pretty much how I feel right now.

I think about the things I go through... physical, spiritual, and emotional. I just can't tear away from just trusting in God. I don't hardly trust any one anymore. All I know is that no matter what I go through. No matter the persecution or crucifiction.... I'm going to do what it takes to make it all the way. No I'm not perfect... never said I was, but what makes a difference between me & others is that I realize I've fallen but that I have to get back up and keep persevering. I have to keep going. Ok, I scrapped my knees a little... that's not going to hold me back. I'm going to keep going. I have to keep going.

I don't want to know what my life would be like without God in it. I don't even want to think of it... because if I do... my heart starts to ache. I couldn't be here without God. I can't be me without God. My entire being revolves around him & his purpose for my life. I can't be anyone else or do anything else.

Sight(God) beyong what I can see... You know what's best for me! Prepare my heart... prepare my mind for whatever comes... I'm going to be ready.
Strength to pass any test... I feel like I am so blessed... with you in control "I" can't go wrong... 'cause I always know... I'm going to be ready.

No matter what... I'm going to be ready.

No matter what.. I'm going to be ready

I say a prayer every night, whatever I do, I'll get it right
With no regret, no guilt or shame this time, no not this time
Once I surrender, I won't dare look back, cause if I do, I'll get off track
Move ahead in faith, and patiently await your answer, what will it be


Sight beyond what I see
You know what's best for me
Prepare my mind, prepare my heart
For whatever comes, I'm gone' be ready

Strength to pass any test
I feel like I'm so blessed
With you in control, I can't go wrong
'Cause I always know, I'm gonna be ready

I was free to do, what I wanted to, lost everything, but I still had you
You showed me your grace, now my life's renewed and I thank you, yes.. I thank
You
So I'll tell anyone who'll listen, I'll testify
About how good you were to me, when so call friends passed me by
The fact that you would show somebody so broke down, so-much-merccccyyy...


Sight beyond what I see BEYOND WHAT I SEE
You know what's best I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT'S BEST FOR ME
Prepare my mind...PREPARE MY MIND AND PREPARE MY HEART
For whatever comes...FOR WHATEVER COMES I GONNA BE READY

Strength to pass any test GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO PASS ANY TEST
I feel like I'm so blessed I KNOW THAT I'M SO BLESSED
With you in control...YOUR IN CONTROL LORD, CAN'T GO WRONG NO
'Cause I always know...CAUSE I KNOW THAT I'M GONNA BE READY

So use me as you will, I'll pay the price
'Cause made the ultimate sacrifice
It's all because of you, that I even have life
And I'll give my love, as a tribute, to how great you are...

Sight beyond what I see BEYOND WHAT I SEE
You know what's best I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT'S BEST FOR ME
Prepare my mind...PREPARE MY MIND AND PREPARE MY HEART
For whatever comes...FOR WHATEVER COMES I GONNA BE READY